Current Mood:
Crying
Heal her heart
Hear her prayers
Grant her wishes
Tonight and forever
Current Mood:
Confused
Have you ever looked at the cloud and saw purity in it? I did. It was a lonely feeling knowing that it’s light years away from reality.
For 6 years, I’ve seen and met all types of people. And that experience taught me to do anything to survive the rat race. I’ve learned how to fight back, to claim my right… Only to be drown in bitterness and hatred.
For 6 years, I’ve tried to find my place in this world.
And I guess 6 years was too long for me until I can not stand anymore and the only thing to do is to give up.
And just when I thought I have found a reason to get up again, I fall back. Only harder than before.
There’s no point in trying to win back who you were if people will take advantage of your weaknesses anyways.
My mind has been polluted with all evil things and that I came to believe that I am a work of evil, that there’s no going back, that it will all end with me being who I am now.
Maybe it is time to forget about who I was, and just accept that with experience comes learning. And with learning comes a hardened heart.
I just wish someday, I can go back to where I came from and maybe start that life I left behind.
I wish I could be that person who can maintain her strength even when people keep putting her down.
But I’m not. And I guess I’ve accepted the fact that I’ll never be that girl. The sweetness is gone. The beauty has been replaced. If only I can do something about it. But I’m too tired to even try.
I wish I can be that cloud; despite the dirt in the air, it maintained its purity, its beauty.
But then, not all wishes come true, right?
Current Mood:
Happy
Current Mood: Sad
I love this song. And I know someone who loves it too. Someone who’ll always be a part of me. Thank you for sharing this song with me. And thanks for the good memories…
CHANGE OF HEART
(Olivia Newton-John/Jim Brickman)
I feel that I’m at a crossroad
I don’t know which way to go
You say that I am changing
Into someone that you don’t know
Who I am
and who I’ll be
Is locked inside
inside of me
And if I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend if we break apart?
How do I make
How will you take my change of heart?
For years you have been my best friend
I thought that would always be
You know that I just can’t pretend
It’s written all over me
Cause where I’ll go
And what I’ll do
I just can’t see my life without you
If I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend if we break apart?
How do I make
How will you take my change of heart?
Moving on
It’s gonna take some time
When I’m gone
You might have a change of mind
Gotta take the chance
No matter what I find
No matter how far I travel
I think of you as home
It’s not about finding someone else
It’s all about being alone
Cause who I am
And who I’ll be
Is locked inside
inside of me
Cause if I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend if we break apart?
How will I make
How will you take my change of heart?
How will you take
my change of heart?
Current Mood: Happy
Just recently, someone told me he wanted to research and find out if the black pope as mentioned in “Angels and Demons” is real, and that Jesus had a child (the bloodline), and what happened when Jesus was between 16-33 years old…
I asked him, what is it really that you’re looking for? And he said, the truth… about the religion, about Jesus and about everything that the church made us believe, and the Bible (which by the way he claimed to be reading every night). And he asked me, “Don’t you want to know the truth?”
And so I said, John 14:6 ‘Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life…’ The conversation ended here as I do not want to argue.
But my point really is, why do we have to research about these things? Isn’t it enough that God gave His son to die for us? Why do we have to find fault in Him? He sacrificed Himself for us and yet we still want to see something, to prove something.
Faith isn’t about going to church every Sunday, or praying the rosary everyday, or finding out what happened to Jesus when He was growing up. It is about believing, about knowing that there’s only one God and accepting that He is our Savior, that He DIED for us. And that’s what faith is for me…
I guess in the end, I know don’t have to be religious. I just have to believe in Him and trust Him and ACCEPT Him the way He accepted a sinner like me.
Current Mood:
Esctatic
The first two awards I received from A Woman Remembers. Thanks to Czaroma for sharing these awards. And I’m giving these to 15 fellow bloggers who I know also deserve to have these:
It’s not always about me
Moments, Events, Places and More…
Okraypinay
Bloguardian Hellsite: OVERHAULED
iKUWADERNO.com
Pickle Minded
Sporty Tech Guy
oh my gums!
Online Money Maker
Original Blogger
The Yahoo Kid
Earn Money Online!
The Candy Blush Beauty Blog
Carpe Diem!
LADYK’s ADDICTION
The rules for these awards are:
1) Accept the award, post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award and his or her blog link.
2) Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.
Have fun! 
Current Mood:
Alarmed
Today, I woke up with the news that Michael Jackson passed away after suffering from heart attack. A lot of his fans mourn to the King of Pop’s demise.
I was curious as to what caused his death and found myself looking up articles in Google only to be staring at a blog entry claiming that it was confirmed that Michael Jackson died 20 years ago with a link to an article posted in The Onion, titled “Neverland Ranch Investigators Discover Corpse of Real Michael Jackson“.
The first time I read the article, it seemed so true that it led me to do my own research regarding this. After some time, I found out that The Onion is known for its satirical news. And the article mentioned above was published on March 16, 2005. That’s 4 years ago!
I’m not one to say anything against bloggers who posted this article in their site. But I just wish people can be more responsible when blogging. After all, this news can possibly be the worst a fan can ever read about their favorite pop star.
After awhile, I went back to the reason why I’m harassing Mr. Google in the first place. Here are some websites which posted articles about Michael Jackson’s death (real or not, you decide!)
Current Mood: Esctatic
Now, I’ll just wait for pictures and more news from them. But I’m so glad both my sister and her baby are doing well.
***
Just want to share this link:
http://sites.google.com/site/neongabrio/photos/birthday
Current Mood: Happy
Nowadays, people get busier with office or business stuff that they tend to forget about simple tasks such as paying bills, reloading cell phones and other small things that could take up so much time. But we also know that these tasks can be made easier without having to leave the comfort of our home or office, avoiding traffic, thus giving us more time to do more important stuff.
Pay Manila offer the following services for Filipinos here or abroad:
1. Paybill – pay your bills online using e-currency
2. Smart money to Gcash and vice versa, or to some banks
3. eLoad services
Plus, you get to play for free eload every time you use PayManila’s services.
Best of all, PayManila Forum is now an Adsense Revenue sharing forum too!
But please take note that PayManila is not a remittance service. However, you can always sign up to their forum and ask for assistance from these people. Being a member of the forum myself, I can attest that they’re really nice.
Current Mood: Happy
Its been a very emotional week for me. But it’s also true that when God closes a door, somehow He opens a window.
I met few friends in GirlTalk who are also into blogging and referred me to TalkPh.net, an Ad Revenue Sharing Forum. This is a forum where you get paid for posting comments, opinions or asking for them from other TP members by opening a new topic. When I signed up, it was to drive traffic to my site. But what I didn’t anticipate is I got to enjoy sharing my opinion, asking for opinions and joining the fun of meeting new people. So even if you’re not into blogging, you can still join the forum as we also discuss about other aspects such as health and lifestyle, love and relationship, arts and literature and so on.
As I’ve posted there, in “less than 24 hours since I joined, but it feels like I’ve known everyone for a long time, that I really belong. For the first time this week, I didn’t cry when I got home. I’ve forgotten about my pain, my worries. It put a smile on my face before I went to sleep and when I woke up. Thanks to TP and its members .”
So if you’re one of us who finds reprieve in putting our thoughts in cyberspace, why not make money out of it. Just click on this link, sign up and be one of us.
And while you’re at it, check other TP members’ blogs too as some of them posted tips on how to earn online. Just expand the TP Members list in my blogroll (located in my sidebar)
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