I’ve always thought about something that I want but impossible to achieve. Last night, I start thinking of wanting to see the choices I have to make in my life and I’m wondering, wouldn’t it be nice if I can see the future and see what would happen if I make a certain choice?

Somehow, my life slowed down a bit so my mind has been ‘wandering’ again. There were times when I thought what if I’ll be given a chance to start all over again (from birth) and I’m given a chance to choose the life that I want to live, what would I choose? Most of the time, I’d still want to be me, to experience what I’ve experienced. But there are times when I also wonder what it would be like if I’m a completely different person living a completely different life. Would I be happier? Smarter perhaps? Would I choose a path that is completely different from the path I’m in right now? Will I be able to find my reason for being here?

There are also times when I’d ask myself if other people think the way I do. Do they try to analyze their life too? Or do they just always go with the flow waiting where it will lead them? And if given a chance, would they also want to choose a life that is completely different from what they have right now?

I know I’m weird. Crazy, perhaps? But I can’t seem to avoid thinking about these things; things that are trivial for some but occupies my mind most of the time.

BTW, I don’t have a phone (for 3 weeks now, I think). Don’t ask!

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